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tamagotchi torture
01:18
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spiralling,
I’m fucking spiralling,
I want to quit my life,
the system consumes our minds,
death is a compromise,
for life’s decisions,
what I think I’d rather say is,
I hope I never see your face again,
you’ve pushed me past my limit,
I can’t comprehend it,
throw me away,
give me a break,
I’m not sure I just need something,
I’m telling you over and over again,
I need some room to breathe
is what you wanted?
I've been feeling self-conscious,
I've been feeling self-conscious,
Caught up in my head,
I think I really have a problem,
I think I really have a problem,
wishing I was dead,
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2. |
bedtime in the bathtub
01:06
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I’m so tired,
of carrying this burden,
full resent for my own choices,
I can feel my stomach turning,
expectations of what I can mentally endure,
only seems to grow as my soul becomes no more,
I can’t keep putting my life on the line like this,
losing my head in the process,
I can’t put others through the pain that I’ve gone through,
I will always stay conscious.
,
burdens will always keep me shackled,
as every step becomes harder,
just because you’ve taken your own life,
it doesn’t mean you’re a fucking martyr,
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3. |
i forgive u :)
01:04
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did you hear about the time they got away with it for free?
oh wait that’s every time how stupid could we be?
no tolerance means nothing anymore,
when in a couple of years they’ll show up to your door and say,
you’re gonna take me back in,
you’re gonna take me back in,
you’re gonna take me back into your life again,
did you hear about the time they got away with it for free?
forgiveness is for the fucking weak
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4. |
DEATHTRIPPA SZN
00:35
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5. |
crowdkilla!
02:06
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no guidance or morality,
can make you feel real big,
but in the grand scheme of things,
your lapse in judgement
will be your death penalty
All of those anecdotes,
red flags and warnings meant nothing,
make jokes of addiction at your friend's expense its disgusting,
hypocrisy runs through your brain,
like the lines of speed you snorted but,
that’s okay if it’s all in good fun,
The ones I love whose lives have been tormented by addiction,
can be swept under the rug,
no guidance or morality,
can make you feel real big,
but in the grand scheme of things,
your lapse in judgement,
will be your death penalty,
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6. |
ezy mode
01:30
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bleeding out in the scenery of silence,
staring through the empty hours of the day,
mesmerised, intoxicated by lifestyles on display,
Forever dreaming, always feeling like a stranger in your own skin,
buy into the lies they tell themselves,
consume the mass ideals,
lie awake content in your own inability to feel something more,
forever dreaming, always feeling like a stranger in your own skin,
well it won’t get easier today, it will never be fucking easy,
it won’t get easier today, it will never be fucking easy,
it won’t get easier today, it will never be fucking easy,
I’m stuck here wondering when people will start getting tired of Deathtrippa,
it won’t get easier today,
it won’t get easier today,
it won’t get easier today,
it will never be fucking easy,
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7. |
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time ways down on my shoulders,
I’m getting so fucking caught up in
the pressure of what to do,
I’m ashamed of my efforts,
too fucked up to follow through,
deep in the abyss I find myself again,
buried alive, I’m trapped inside my head,
losing myself, losing everyone around
I try to scream but no one hears a sound
:: MUTED AGONY ::
:: FOREVER SUFFERING ::
the message isn’t getting clearer,
as the fog condensates my mind,
trapped in the maelstrom
I will not make it out alive
searching for a better answer,
seems like a lost cause,
I will never get better
Stabbed to death by my own flaws,
Iiwish I was dreaming this time,
my life has become my nightmare,
feflecting on my trauma,
as I just sit and lay here,
the endless cycle of my thought patterns persist,
for my mind to leave that hospital carpark is my only wish,
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